i wanna go back, but..!

the 'ann'? who is she? your new girlfriend. ughh... what in the hell? i know its non of my business. but, look!
what can i say to you? what am i suppose to say?
should i said, 'hey. im sorry about the past year. i shouldn't let u down. i was wrong and stupid leaving you like that. i wanna go back.' Or not, 'hey you. i want you to come back. Im sorry for making you up sad and leaving you like that and going out with another guy.'
Noo! im not saying like that. i just wanted us to come back. today i saw your ex who you picture with and your ex's also my friends. how could you do this to me? but when i see your picture... my heart feel down. you've change. and i want you back.

update!

hokey my blogreaders.
imma kinda busy with some kind of stuffy.

but hey, wish me luck. hope i get accepted for school again. tho im on the waiting list. maybe 2 or 3 people can out. hahaa. so mean. i know--

a words for him,
"i want you like before, but since you moved here to there. it seems like you've change. alots! i dont know what. but you've change. i want you back. please. i miss you." --

why everythings have to change? why a yes turns to no? why happy turns to sad?
does it have to be untrue? why that guy dont understant the girl? and why green turns into red?
the answer is. everything around have change.
i want the pills that wake me up all the time. everyhour. or Not, i want to backward and fix everything to remind me till i die.
and all i want right now is school. i want to æcome back to sæchool just like the regular kids. not like high-Quality kids. just normal.

xo-J

MOVIEs today

just finish watching
-disaster movie.
-eagle eye.
-dragonball.

and im off to sleep now. goodnight my love blogreader.

xxoo -J.

MOVIEs today

just finish watching
-disaster movie.
-eagle eye.
-dragonball.

and im off to sleep now. goodnight my love blogreader.

xxoo -J.

-INTERVIEW yesterday afternoon. hope i got accepted. but NOT into dress making course. into OTHER course.

-sister back to the old one and gone WILD! and i dont know why?

-wishing myself get accepted from school.

-wake up at 12pm. nice jaah!

-wanna buy 90210/gossipgirl new episode DVD.

-im starving, wanna makan AYAMKU. LATER i buy. (:

-target -e75. or not SIDEKICK!

i guess thats all. update again soon

- gossip girl new episode.
- can't find south park dvd.
- hoping to get into vokasional but i have to interview first. and i hope i pass it.
- 7th may. interview 2pm. vokasional school.
- wanna watch 90210 next new episode.
- wanna watch hes not that into you.

xoxo-J

becouse of you.

.... i smiled,
and i laugh,
i feel protected and confortable when we're together,
but when i remembered the memories i'll äcry.
i miss you.
forgive me if im wrong.
you will always be in my heart, but Still till now.

yknow who?. -J.