video-call with latif. - 2am - 4am

dear LATIF,

i took our video-call. again!
haha :)
(Y)

xo- JH

at 5.AM plus.

i loooooooove this one tippy. i curi take those picture. 

(Y)

ooomaigaaaad! its LATEE and we still WC-ing till 7. goooooooood(Y)

xo- JH

who named 'and-hach-and-and-be-ass'? you-know-who.

guess i dont know. is this what i want? no. she's my friend sister. who? you-know-who. you going out with her. and...
pffttt.. all the pictures-texts. whats that? please understand me. it been to long. who the first one in my life who make me happy everyday-everytime-everysecond in everywhere. i never forget you. i tried but the thing won't go away.
im sorry for what i've done before. i shouldn't do that. and now, im scared to lose you. im soo happy you texted me that night. but--
everything have change.
everything have already make you hurt. and then, you inlove with my bestfriend and my friend. how could you? my heart feel pain for letting you go.

xo's - J

i wanna go back, but..!

the 'ann'? who is she? your new girlfriend. ughh... what in the hell? i know its non of my business. but, look!
what can i say to you? what am i suppose to say?
should i said, 'hey. im sorry about the past year. i shouldn't let u down. i was wrong and stupid leaving you like that. i wanna go back.' Or not, 'hey you. i want you to come back. Im sorry for making you up sad and leaving you like that and going out with another guy.'
Noo! im not saying like that. i just wanted us to come back. today i saw your ex who you picture with and your ex's also my friends. how could you do this to me? but when i see your picture... my heart feel down. you've change. and i want you back.

update!

hokey my blogreaders.
imma kinda busy with some kind of stuffy.

but hey, wish me luck. hope i get accepted for school again. tho im on the waiting list. maybe 2 or 3 people can out. hahaa. so mean. i know--

a words for him,
"i want you like before, but since you moved here to there. it seems like you've change. alots! i dont know what. but you've change. i want you back. please. i miss you." --

why everythings have to change? why a yes turns to no? why happy turns to sad?
does it have to be untrue? why that guy dont understant the girl? and why green turns into red?
the answer is. everything around have change.
i want the pills that wake me up all the time. everyhour. or Not, i want to backward and fix everything to remind me till i die.
and all i want right now is school. i want to æcome back to sæchool just like the regular kids. not like high-Quality kids. just normal.

xo-J